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October 21, 2005

sick,en,exams,laziness

don't know why suddenly will fell sick. weird. these few days i had been staying at home except during the evening and nights. due to not wanting to listen to dad's naggy shits! anyway i want to see en more offen even her school started. bearing with the sickness i have. haha. during the noon, practically do nothing much progressive even i got 2 exams coming near. 1 exam have not book yet. have not been studying both either. how?!?! why am i so lazy which i totally agree with my dad for once! what can i do to not make myself so lazy!! how how?!?! been either mapling or anime. my hands and mind do not want to study at all!! and my dad's high hopes are on me!! please, tell me what to do?
en has been asking me to do a compo for her but but.
i just need to get myself motivated to do all the things that i need to do!! i just need to!!!
en is saying that we are having a serious communication problem over the phone whenever we talk to each other. she always felt piss to talk to me over the phone. we also just need to talk things. she has been thinking a lot of stuffs lately too but i do not know what stuffs. i wish she could tell me. someone whom she could open up to! i hope you will dear!
anyway i had booked my Traffic Police Driving Test on 15th Dec, need to have practical everyday before the test date. at least 3 days before test date ya. so daryn, i'm so sorry but i have booked the practical on these days: 12,13,14 dec ya.. all at night cause i do not know what is my next semester time-table like.
think i need to plan everything out for my both exams now. hope it is not too late!
wish me luck ya!
take care to all!

iloveyou 10/21/2005 01:02:00 PM